Saturday, 27 April 2013

What is a hero? Reality TV.

I've read hundreds of books with dozens or types of heroes. There's the square-jawed, do-no-wrong hero, the quiet, bookish, hero and the completely bonkers hero, to name only a few. But in real life there are some people who don't show that they're a hero but, oh, they are an inspiration to us all. 

There's a reality tv series on here at the moment, the NHS in 24 hours. The series took one day and tried to look at all the things the NHS (National Health Service) does, all over the country. It makes you proud.

On this week's episode they featured a cancer unit, talking to both the patients and staff. There was one man who was having chemo. He has 4 sons, two in their twenties and twins aged 12. He's been given a year to live. He was saying how his wife wanted the bedroom decorated. He laughed and said there was still time to get through her list of DIY.

It made me cry. The wife being so confident in him to give him jobs and his calm, sensible way of looking at what future he has left was inspiring. He took strength from her and I can only imagine what she must be growing through.

He desperately wanted to see his twins grow up but knew that wasn't going to happen. Instead he was thinking about how to make the time he had left as good as it could be for his family. He wanted life to be 'normal' so he'd do the decorating and enjoy every moment he could.

These people are the real heroes in life, ones I think we can all learn from.

Monday, 22 April 2013

Welcome to Vicktor Alexander

Today I'm turning my blog over to Vicktor Alexander, author of The Alpha King. 


Welcome Vicktor!

Alpha King 

 
The Story of Passion’s Hero and The Alpha King


I was working at Allstate Insurance when I got the idea for Passion’s Hero. Dividing my time between offering people insurance quotes and imagining a world or worlds filled with shape shifters, beautiful humanoids that had been biologically altered after the destruction of the Earth. My mind swirled with images of beautiful people, named Vermithians, and suddenly I saw the golden eyes and sun bleached streaked blond hair of a young man who crashes on the planet Tumaro and finds himself mated to the Alpha. Only this Alpha was more than an Alpha, Blazell Roughshire was the king, the Alpha King.

For the first time I was imagining writing a story that was about two men. I had been listening to and reading gay romance for about six months by the time I got the idea for The Alpha King. My first foray into the world of stories of men loving men was Mary Calmes’s “Change of Heart” that I actually purchased from Audible by accident. You see on the cover Jin looked like a slim woman, her back to the audience, topless. I was drawn to the cover and didn’t even read the blurb. I was working at Walmart, dealing with the pain of the injuries I’d sustained serving in the Army and the one I’d sustained while working at the superchain, and I’d find myself bored out of my ever loving mind while I stocked toys, bags of sugar, household supplies, clothes, and electronics. So I bought an Android phone and downloaded the Audible app. I went on a buying spree and spent almost $100 the first time I purchased audio books. When I listened to Change of Heart I was shocked, intrigued, and yes, aroused, when I realized that the two main characters were men, gay men.

I had friends who were gay, I had met Angel and Justin my freshman year of high school and between the three of us and our friend Ryan, we were inseparable. I’d attempted to write a short story about Angel and Justin hooking up and after they laughed at my attempt to write gay sex, I’d given up on ever trying it again. But with one story, Mary Calmes and her characters Jin and Logan had inspired me to try writing again. From Change of Heart I went into Stormy Glenn’s Wolf Creek Pack and Amy Lane’s Promise Rock series and Andrew Grey’s Farm series. I was addicted, I was hooked and then I was writing.

Whenever I had down time at work, which working at Allstate Insurance I had a lot of down time, I would craft and create Tal and Blaze, their families and their world. I thought of my favorite countries (Britain, Italy), my favorite periods in history (Medieval, Regency) and my favorite genres (paranormal, scifi, fantasy, futuristic) and I thought of how I could take pieces of each of those things and put them all into one story. Tal’s voice rang loudly in my ear, Blaze’s deep rumble haunted my dreams, and before I knew it, my job with Allstate was over because my doctors had put me in a wheelchair and I was spending my days at home, writing anywhere between 12k-20k words a day on the story that I simply titled: The Alpha King.

I shared the story with a few people and was amazed at how many people loved it and then I pulled a classic Vic and I didn’t submit it for publication anywhere. I talked about it but didn’t send it off. Before I knew it I’d written and published the Tate Pack books and The Alpha King was still sitting in my WIP folder. When I was told to submit a book to Silver Publishing, I did so (with trembling hands and butterflies in my stomach). When it was accepted I shouted for joy.

I’m so excited to finally be able to bring Tal and Blaze into the light for public consumption. Tal has a special place in my heart, with his courage, bubbly personality and his desperate need to simultaneously run from and also find his fated mate, he’s unique and memorable. While Blaze is harsh, all Alpha male, with a sweet, creamy center that grips your heart and makes you fall in love with him.

Blaze and Tal are the couple that makes you fall in love with them, both people not just one or the other, and their story is hopefully one that will not only stay with the reader but desperately make them want more of Tumaro, Edifice, the GPA, Passion’s Hero, the galaxy, and all of the people who make up Tal and Blaze’s world.

  

Excerpt:

Tal opened his eyes and looked around, wincing at the harsh glare of the light above him. Turning his head slightly, he glanced around the room and realized he lay on a bed, a very soft bed, and the room décor and furnishings had been done in soft golds and greens. Tal instantly felt at ease, not only the colors but, inexplicably, also by the presence of someone in the room, which didn't make any sense because Josie knew not to enter his guest quarters when they were given rooms to sleep in. He sighed and closed his eyes to return to sleep. His brain clicked into gear. He been headed off course towards Tumaro and his shuttle had crashed. Josie had been with him…

Josie!

"J-J-Josie?" he croaked.

Clearing his throat, he raised his voice and tried to sit up in bed, which he seemed incapable of doing. "Josie!"

The doors to the room flew open and Tal found himself blinking up at the massive, hulking man who'd rushed inside.

"Are you okay? What's wrong?" the gorgeous man asked.

Tal's brain effectively shut down again and he let his gaze rove over the man's features. Tall, really tall, gorgeous, with long black hair, a pair of the lightest blue eyes ever. While his skin had a darker shade than Tal's, it still appeared paler than that of other Tumarons.

Shaking himself out of his reverie, Tal answered, "J-Josie… my sister, where is she? She was with me on the shuttle. Where is she?"

Reaching out, he grabbed onto the front of the man's gray shirt and held on as tight as he could, which in his weakened state wasn't all that tight. What if Josie hadn't survived? What if she had and tried looking for him? What if the Tumarons had found Josie and made her their slave? Were they about to do the same thing to him? What if he never saw his sister again?

Tal looked around the room frantically and realized what he'd thought had been a bedroom, actually appeared to be a clinic. He began to panic, his breath coming faster when he imagined all of the horrible things that could have happened to Josie, while he'd been lying in a hospital bed, apparently being taken care of.

The big man frowned when he sat down on the bed. Tal noticed and appreciated the look of concern on the other man's face but he had to find his sister.

"There was no woman when we found you, beauty," the stranger said, his voice low and full of confusion.

Tal's brain paused momentarily at the endearment. The man didn't know him and while Tal found him attractive, he felt too stunned to really appreciate it. Then the other man's words sank in.

"What? No. No. No! No, you have to be wrong! She was sitting in the seat next to mine, she was there! You have to go find her! You have to go and find my sister! Josie! Josie!"

Frantic, Tal sat up swiftly, swaying a bit and pushing away the hands of the mysterious man who seemed determined to try to make him lay back down in the bed. "Let me go! I have to go and find my sister! Josie!" he screamed and got out of the bed and tried to race for the door, stumbling along the way.

The solid wood swung open in front of him and he barreled into a very wide, very firm chest.

"Whoa there, where are you running off to?" the man attached to the chest spoke.

Tal flushed with warmth. He wanted to wrap his arms around the body before him. He wanted to wrap his legs around the bigger man's waist and never let go. Tal raised his eyes up, past the thick, muscled, tanned neck to the square jaw, dusted faintly with a dark, stubbled shadow, to the aquiline nose that spoke of an aristocratic heritage, and finally to a pair of the most gorgeous, dark blue eyes Tal had ever seen. The man's long, black hair that hung to just below his shoulders and his large frame turned him into Tal's walking wet-dream come true.

Tal quickly reconsidered the crazy notion when the man in question growled low in his chest and clutched Tal fiercely to his chest before burying his face in his neck. Tal squeaked in surprise but amazingly did not pull away. He felt safe in the man's arms, even though he didn't know his name, and he never wanted him to let go.

Tal's world spun when the man in question quickly jerked him behind him, pressing Tal against the door.

He growled at the other man in the room, "Mine."

His voice sounded low and forceful, growly and full of authority and power. He would not be one to be messed with. He ruled in the room at that moment and Tal kind of felt happy the guy seemed to be on his side, even if he didn't exactly know why.

"Blaze? Are you saying that this… humanoid… is your mate?" the first man asked incredulously.

The man named Blaze turned to look at Tal, his eyes softening rapidly, a slow smile coming to his fac. He inhaled deeply, breathing in Tal's scent, his eyes closing in rapture before he turned back to answer the question.

"Yes Buck, he's mine… my mate."

Tal's eyes widened, another squeak escaping at the word mate. His mother's words about how he would feel upon meeting the person destined for him came rushing back. He stepped away from the man called Blaze and backed into the door behind him, his eyes wide and his body quivering in fear. Blaze met his gaze, his eyebrows raised in question

"Fucking shit balls," Tal breathed. "Hell no." He shook his head quite forcefully before he slipped back into unconsciousness.


Blurb:

While on a delivery for the GPA with his adopted sister Josie, Talon "Tal" Versuthion's space shuttle crashes onto Tumaro, the notorious wolf-shifter planet. Tal, a Vermithian humanoid, is lucky to be alive, though Josie can't be found. Desperate to find her, Tal meets the Alpha King, Blazell Roughshire, his mate, and his life and the galaxy changes forever. But before the two men can settle into their new relationship, they must deal with conspiracy, murder, kidnapping and a centuries old plot to completely eradicate the human race. Can Tal, who has made it a point to never fall in love with anyone, open his heart and let Blaze be Passion's hero?

CONTENT ADVISORY: This book contains scenes of rape or near rape.
https://spsilverpublishing.com/the-alpha-king-ebook-p-1227.html
Cover Artist: Reese Dante
Genres: Action/Adventure, BDSM, Comedy, Family & Relationships, Fantasy, Gay, Paranormal/Alternate World, Romance, Science Fiction, Suspense/Mystery, Vampires
ISBN: 9781614957300

 
About the Author:
Author: Vicktor Alexander
Website: http://www.vicktoralexander.com
Info:
Vicktor Alexander “Vic” wrote his first story at the age of 10 about his youngest sister and her destruction of the world…with her breath. Always one who pushed the edge of convention, it wasn’t long or much of a shock, before he was writing interracial historical romances. However, Vic realized that his heroes seemed much happier when they were hanging out with other guys and that was when he discovered the M/M genre. Vic now enjoys writing about shifters, humanoids, cowboys, firemen, rent boys, fairies, elves, dancers, doctors, Doms, Subs, and anything else that catches his fancy, all sexy men falling in love with each other and having lots of naughty, dirty, man-on-man sex. Vic is a huge fan of the “happily-ever-after” ending, but while his characters all ride off into the proverbial sunset, all sexually satisfied and in love, they all bear the scars of fighting for that love, just like in real life. No fluff writer here, Vic’s stories can be slightly gritty, dark and hard hitting, but the reason for that, is that love is sweeter when it’s been fought for and won. Never satisfied with only one genre, every book that Vic writes falls into more than one category and has each main character experiencing more than one orgasm. Out and proud, Vic does not believe that love only comes in one form, one race, one gender and that not only is gender fluid, by sexuality as well. Vic loves to make people laugh and when he’s not writing, or rather, procrastinating in writing, he’s reading, playing the Sims 3, hanging out with his very supportive adopted family, talking to his adopted daughter Catrina, seeking the man or men who can handle his crazy, stressful, soap opera-esque life and being distracted from his writing by drooling over pictures of John Barrowman and Shemar Moore.

Sunday, 21 April 2013

I don't understand


Please don't tell me off if you don't agree or I've said something wrong or expressed myself badly: I'm genuinely interested and just going on personal experience.

Since we found out that my niece is gay I've been talking to people inside the family and out. So far it seems to be that, in general, of those who have found it hard to accept, straight men are more anti-gay than straight women.

The women have tended to express thoughts like life will be harder for gay people but as long as they are happy it doesn't matter or, as one granny put it, 'it takes all sorts to make a trifle.' The men said things like no one chooses to be gay, we still love them but it's just unnatural.

What I don't understand is why? Why do the men (I know) seem to feel so strongly while the women are much more accepting? What is about – and this is my personal view here of a cause – the roles that society pushes people into and the beliefs that go with them, that make it so much more difficult for men?

I was surprised by the amount of negativity towards gay people from men (I was really naive in thinking things had got better) when it was much more accepted by women. This is, of course, a generalisation and there were lots of exceptions either way, but it was noticeable and I don't understand it.

Monday, 15 April 2013

Wider views of being gay


Last week I found out that my niece is gay. I didn't think much about it until I started talking to her father. She came out to him when she was about 18 (she's 22 now) and he had a terrible time accepting it.

I couldn't understand that. She was a bit of a rascal when she was younger but now she's a truly lovely young woman, one any father should be proud of. He is proud now but he still doesn't understand and I don't think he approves. He wouldn't consider himself homophobic but he is 'disappointed she's not normal.'

He said that he simply didn't understand why a woman would want another woman because he couldn't see what she would 'get out of it.' He said that – and these are his words – that he knew 'there was something up a man's bum that made sex that way good for them, although he didn't have whatever it was.'

That left me speechless. He hasn't got it and he doesn't even know what it's called?

But then he went on to say that he had no idea what a woman would do with a woman that they couldn't do with a man.

That left me reeling. He seemed to think that being gay was all about sex and nothing else, that she could have found a 'girly man' if she wanted company.

Perhaps I have become more cocooned by the views of my friends and desensitised to the reality of the 'real world' then I thought. But I honestly didn't think anyone could think like that these days. It's not just his aversion to her being gay, but his complete lack of knowledge that I can't comprehend. He's only 48, has been a community worker for a long time and is well educated, so how can he be so ill informed?

This has rather rocked me. Not that she's gay – she's a lovely, decent person. What else matters? – but that anyone can think like her father.

I am obviously more naïve than I thought.

Monday, 8 April 2013

Review from Sid Love for 'What You See Isn't Always What You Get'

After getting back from holiday (it was freezing!) I saw this wonderful review for 'What You See Isn't Always What You Get' by Sid Love.

http://sidlove.wordpress.com/2013/04/01/book-review-what-you-see-isnt-always-what-you-get-by-faith-ashlin/

Thank you so much, Sid.

I guess, you readers have gotten used to me disclosing the “Sid’s Rating” to a story at the end of any review post. But, ladies and gentlemen, I am forced to break this trend, because this is the first time on my blog that a book is getting a …
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Faith Ashlin is a relatively new author to me with only one other book listed under her name. But now after I have read “What You See …”, I am very tempted to check out her “Pathfinder”. It was a friend of mine who suggested that I check out this book because, to put it in her words – this book was very close to her heart (and I feel no different towards the book either). I would like to thank her for such a great recommendation.

Read on and you will know why I loved this book so much…
Everyone knows Richard Bailey. He has earned this well-deserved recognition over the years by fighting alongside his former lover for a great cause. Best known to be Grady Porter’s Richard, he continues his now-dead boyfriend’s legacy of wiping out the concept of slavery from the world and struggles for their freedom.

Denny is one such slave, who is rescued by Richard. But after he pays for Denny’s freedom, Richard makes a rather indecent proposal to him. Being naive when it comes to sex, he wishes to learn ways to please a man in every way possible and he hopes Denny could help him out in return for good money and a place to stay. Denny, of course, is given a choice but the boy takes up on his offer.
And then begins a series of event that takes these two boys to places they never would have imagined. Denny finds himself falling for this broken man and Richard experiences feelings that are somewhat similar.

But things aren’t always what they seem to be. Richard’s past comes creeping back to bite them and the hell breaks loose.

When I started to read this book, I honestly didn’t think it would get to me so much. As I stated while summarising the book above that Richard makes that proposal which is indecent and quite odd for a man who is actually a freedom fighter. But further as I read, the reasons for such an act becomes quite clear and the offer doesn’t seem odd anymore.

The more I read, the more interesting the book got. Faith Ashlin definitely knows how to write an erotic scene, might I mention! Every single part is written with such intensity that you won’t be able to miss the passion growing between the two characters. The words she uses flow in the right manner. The rich dialogues in the entire story expresses the characters’ emotions perfectly. The book lets you get comfortable with the whole idea at first, and in the second half of the book, the real deal comes forth. The drama is spot on, realistic! It keeps the pages turning and you never wish to keep the book away even for a second. By the time the end of the book approached, my emotions were scattered all over the place and my head was spinning with all that happens in their lives. Then, the power of their love strikes and you melt.

Summing up? Faith Ashlin is a damn good storyteller!

I loved Denny a lot. He is dorky, and very cute. Given his past spent in slavery, I thought he would be this helpless creature but surprisingly, he isn’t. Rather, Richard is the one more damaged and Denny – being the loving, caring man that he is – comes off as a savior! I wonder, if it hadn’t been for Denny, Richard would have been nowhere. But I am not saying that Richard isn’t anything because he is actually great for all the good deeds he does. I am only saying that Denny has impressed me a lot! Then there is this secondary character – Harley – who is Richard’s best friend. And I think for his part, he needs a bit of recognition. Harley has truly lived up to the title of a best friend to both Richard as well as Denny.

That’s how well the author has crafted each of these characters.

I can give you infinite number of reasons why this story is so special, but there are two reasons for not saying more – first of all, I don’t wish to give out too much and spoil the pleasure for you guys. My job is to tease and not spoil.

And secondly, I am a bit speechless – yes, even after writing this long of a review, I will say I am speechless! Because there are not enough words in the dictionary to describe the way I have felt after reading this book. It is just amazing like that.

So, if the five stars above or the praises in my review haven’t given it yet, let me word it out for you – RECOMMENDED!

Friday, 29 March 2013

The Unraveling of Lady Fury by Shehanne Moore

I've been waiting to make this post for a long, long time. Finally, today's the day that the amazing Shehanne Moore's book is relaesed.
The Unraveling of Lady Fury

Shehanne has made a wonderful post to celebrate this special day. So, without further fuss I turn my blog over to her and her creation.
Avast ye, me hearties!
Bosley Crowther wrote in the New York Times of 10 August 1940 about The Sea Hawk, ‘Of course, the film is all historically cockeyed, and the amazing exploits of Mr. Flynn, accomplished by him in the most casual and expressionless manner, are quite as incredible as the adventures of Dick Tracy. But Flora Robson makes an interesting Queen Elizabeth.’

Talk about damning the whole sorry thing by faint praise. The Sea Hawk is after all,a pirate movie, although it’s not set during the golden age of piracy.
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Pirates as you’ve guessed, or rather the depiction of them in books and onscreen, is what I’m going to blog about today, after I’ve firstly thanked the lovely Faith for so kindly asking me along. Why? Because my hero is an ex privateer, so when it came to creating him, I had to take a look at a few things.

This was one.
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No offence to Johnny, whose portrayal of Captain Jack, I love, but the swarthy mascarad, look for my hero…er no.

And could I really imagine him and the heroine together on deck, looking like a prize pair of Spanish gypsies, never mind twats?
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When they were on deck in their somewhat stormy, murky back story that was?

The depiction of pirates in popular culture with festering teeth, eye patches and more cutlasses than an Olympic fencing team, was not encouraging. And of course, thank you Robert Newton for the fact that every one of them speaks with an ‘Ooooh Arrrrr, Jim laaaahd’ West Country burrrrrrrr.
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And as if that’s not enough, will you just look at what the poor man has got on his shoulder? Yes. In case you can’t make it out, it’s a parrot. A fashion accessory for pirates along with a hook and a stump.

The grief I’m giving myself, I’d have been forgiven for making the hero something else. A travelling circus artist, a bank manager, or something. Even the era - 1820 - was wrong to have been scourging the Caribbean.

But actually, it wasn’t. It tied in really well with the War of 1812 where privateers claimed three quarters of the 600 British merchant ships taken. The fact my hero was now an indentured servant, completely down on his luck, worked with what happened to these men in the years afterwards. It also worked with his biggest strength and flaw. Pride.

I tried to keep some of the pirate notions. He’s ruthless, conniving, and pretty concentrated on certain things only. Leave the family silver around and he’ll take it. And yes, he wears a tricorne hat. But he totally hates parrots. They squawk too loud. And because in reality, he’s a dirt poor farm boy from Savannah, he once took elocution lessons. Oh, he’s also blond. And drop dead hotly gorgeous. It’s what makes the heroine, having to sleep with him, so difficult.

No, you didn’t misread that. Conceiving the Beaumont heir gets a whole lot harder the second Flint Blackmoore steps on the scene!
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Release date is, today, 29th March from Etopia Press. Cover by Amber Shah Designs.

Blurb

Genoa 1820

Rule one… There will be no kissing

Widowed Lady Fury Shelton hasn’t lost everything yet. So long as she produces the heir to the Beaumont dukedom, she might keep her position and her secrets. But when the callously irresistible man she’d rather rot in everlasting hell, than bed, threatens to expose her, she invents bedroom rules to stop herself wanting the one thing she knows he can never give her.

Rule two… There will be no touching

Only when it comes to rules, ex-privateer James Flint Blackmoore is a master at making his own. Soon he’s playing with fire. Both know future happiness can only lie in keeping each other at arm’s length. Yet they’re torn by old hurts and the promise of new passion.

But some rules are made to be broken…

Why is she so determined to hate him? Will her secret truth make it easier or harder for him to abide by the rules? Or will Flint finally convince her he can give her the one thing he never has?

Extract
"James, I am sure you will manage. You managed plenty before. But I do not particularly desire to look at your body before, during, or after. Nor in any shape or form wandering about this house in just your breeches. Is that understood?”

His hands came down off his shirt and he glared, so he must have. “You wanted to look at it plenty before. In fact, it makes my head spin, just how often you—”

True. But that was then. “Rule three.” Clasping her fingers round the cool edge of the dressing table to create another inch of distance, she continued.

“Rule three?” he protested. “You mean there’s more?”

“I will not touch you in any place, intimate or otherwise. I will lie. You will perform.”


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Saturday, 23 March 2013

Sometimes I really am even more stupid than I thought I was


Yesterday I posted about getting Faith's ebooks signed.

I signed up for the service, read all the guff, tried it out myself and it's only today that I realised it was the Authorgraph service.

AUTHORgraph. Not AUTOgraph. It's even written in a different script on the site. It's really, really frigging simple and clear and I did not see it.

Sometimes I swear my brain is laughing at me, it really is.

Anyway if you would like a book signed with Authorgrpah, please go here and I will attempt not to muck it up.

http://www.authorgraph.com/authors/Ashlin_Faith